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Fruitcake(in case you didn’t know-thats me) is feeling lonely. All my friends seem to have a BF, a crush, or an ex. I haven’t had any except for few crushes in the past. I have never had a boyfriend, and I really want one. Prob is that I don’t even have a crush. I don’t know who to like. And if I do get a crush, it’s probably someone out of my league, which it always has been. So that leaves about oh, say 10 people I don’t even like. And everytime I had a crush it was going ok(I was like drooling and dreaming about them and it would stay that way forever), then someone would find out, tell that person, and my crush would think I was stalking them. And he would think I was weird, tell his friends, and off would go any chance of me with his buds(like there was one). So now, even though the Mont Vernon kids joined AMS, I still don’t like anyone. The dance is this Friday, nobody is going to ask me to dance, and I will be against the wall watching just about everybody else dance, and go home and feel WICKED depressed. May as well lable me “POINTLESS FREAK”. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Please, Please give me some advice, if you read this. Anything will do, just boost my self-confidence!